have been extremely tired these few days. sick as well.. fluctuating fever, cough, pukingss, flu, bad sore throat..etc etc . sighs!
110602 . saturday ++ . ))
singapore idol auditions. met jia hao at 730am at tiong bahru plaza cabbed down to cini . VERY VERY tired. was sick and had a bad sore throat plus cough. but well. went there anyway. the queue's shocking every1 queued all the way til the railings which is near the express way. haha. i wasn't sure of wad to sing that day.. my 1st + 2nd songs r like so messed up i tried memorising a song by aslyn i replayed the song for more than a 100th times but i just cant get even the first verse in thank god jiahao helped and he thinks My heart will go on* is a better song didnt get to pract that song much. 4 times only i rem be4 i go in for that audition on sunday- =/ the media made lotsa interviews with the people there was there queuing from 8 am til 8pm and i didnt get to go for the audition that day . was HALFWAY of the entire queue at ard 8pm.im number 1994th person . haha. they're passing 100 out of the approxm. 5000 who participated. ((:
after all that queuing i wet back home to change.. one WHOLE day of standing in heels really kills. went to chinablack that night.. =X super shag. i left early.. haha, didnt drink anything at all. but my throat still hurts like hell. sighs.
slept at 3am and expected to wake up at 6am for my auditions.. BUT i overslept and woke up at 9:15am JUMPED outta bed. =X so kan chiong that morning called jia hao.. HE"s also sleeping! he said he dun wanna go alr! SHOCKS! but i told him im going so i got myself preapred and everything and rushed down . queue wasnt as bad as the first day. thank god they let me cut in
my condition somehow worsened. not enuff slp? yeah, partly. vomitted right be4 the audition, kept coughing while waiting for my turn..sighs. definitely degraded my performance )): made a few mistakes like not looking at the judges in the audition room . but well. i met quite a number of good friends! there's one girl, her name's linda, she CAN SING VERY VERY well i SWEAR. but she got disqualiffied. =( WE ALL thought she's SURE to get in . REALLY. her voice's fantastic.
jiahao and toby said the judges looked as if their enjoying their singing(e.g. swaying here n there) but. they got diaqualified too. kinda ironic.
on the first day of audition jiahao told me when some of his frens knew he joined sgidol they said nasty things. like " CAN a not!? dun XIA SWAY leh" but jia hao said : " you didnt even noe how my voice sounds like , at least ive got the courage to join, i dare u to join la" . i totally agree with jiahao. and i totally have extreme hatred for this kind people. ACT NIA. felt like slapping their faces. hahaha. DONT EVER BELITTLE SOMEONE WHEN YOU'RE NOT EVEN COMPARABLE TO A PIECE OF SHIT. well. i think i received smirks from ppl when they heard that as well. an issue of immaturity.
though i didnt get in, i've been there , done it. im happy ((: the experience is good. the people there's nice . some. haha i remembered my whole batch sitting outside WORLDOFSPORTS and we started singing national songs to calm ourselves down.. it was really reaaly really fun never forget diva-linda ((: and of cuz that 16 yr old girl who calls herself ALEOVERA haha. she's very pretty ((:
jiahao said there were some funny people ard. hahaha one had a bag with a HUGE mirror inside.. underneath it hid LOTS of ties.. in different shades and design. lol that guy was tagged (usually it's good to get tagged but this guy got tagged cuz he belongs to the william-hung type) haha heard from a new friend(who participated in the prv round 2 yrs back) that e auditions this yr's harder, higher expectations. there used to be 6 audition rooms. now there's only 2. lesser funny people as well.
i'll never give up. yes im sad , but i'll never stop trying i'll improve myself some things are inborne some things CAN be changed i like experience and i strongly believe that the first failure is the first step to success.
