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Monday, October 31, 2005

301005

saturday, 291005

was coughing really badlly .

went to wrk at 4 til closing . was coughing like shit. zzz .

went down to cheekys at ard 10pm . chilled there and went to the coffee shop to wait for karine . drank a lil . Ew . i hate alcohol . karine came and she drank too . i think the beer worsen my cough condition and i kept puking . karine puked too . ZZZ .

So . we headed down to liquid. Miss that place ! the quality of the music over there is superb. karine and i were the first to dance at the dancefloor. lol . after some time more ppl joined in. there's this grp of guys that kinda surrounded karine and i . VERY IRRITATING. ugh. dun wanna talk abt it . anyway, we saw this couple who's all dressed up for halloween. they looked DEAD. impressive outfit and make up.

130am : went back to cheekys and dropped by at desire . got free entry into desire cuz of the manager ! teehee! =P

2am: Cheekys PACKED ! i almost died in the squeeze. this fat guy "RESTED" his foot on my toe. it took him 30secs to realise he is stepping on me. ouch * . was sweating and coughing like mad. danced a little and chatted with justin outside 7eleven . he told me abt his childhood. yepp .

yaozong's fren's having a bdae party at tanjong pagar pub. karine n i went down there but we didnt go to the pub. ate lasilemak ( i duno hw to spell it lol x) at 5am .this kitten at the food court meow-ed at us. it's hungry ! we gave the cat some food. =) oh yeah ! saw miaojuan,yirong,kunloong and xuain ming at the food court ! haha was soo surprised cuz yirong texted me earlier saying she has got sth impt to ask me..

reached home at 7am. took a bath and slept at 730am. woke up at 3 pm ! and..went to work .

karine bought me medicine today! thank you okay !! =) ure so sweet ~~ lol .

had a great chat with shuting(lets call her felreen from today onwards) today. =) she's like my personal diary. haha . ; ) very trustworthy and understanding person.

opposite our shop's this shop called footloose. mecca works there, usually alone, like us.

i went to her shop andasked her how's her sales. she came out, and saw a plastic bag with sth inside at one corner of the shop . she was SO scared she asked me : " wad is that ? i scared bomb ! " (btw, she's from philippines) she even called the security guard. LoL .

dead tired right now. gonna go get some sleep. zzz.

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1:26 AM

Friday, October 28, 2005

271005

i didnt sleep much yesterday .
HYPER sick right now

sorethroat,flu,fever,cough,aches ..ALL AT ONCE . zzz!

went to cheekys yesterday night . it wasnt tt bad lar . at first there weren't many ppl and karine + me went down to desire to dance for awhile . we left like in half n hrs' time cuz i personally dun really like the music there. hmm but as we were makin our way out the boss of the club,michael, asked us to stayyy , got us juices(btw, they dun serve juices over there), and asked us to go there evry week to dance + promised karine to give us free passes. LoLs .

we went back to cheekys eventually and danced over there . was havin a mild fever and it kinda made me moody . justin bought panadol and yeaa , it got better aft some time .

there's this TALL and SKINNY angmo dancing at the podium . he pole-danced. YUCK . and u know what the Best part is? his butt KICKED my head .

went opp. cheekys to this place whr theres sofas for u to lie on . slept there . from 6am to 7:30 am . got home at ard 8 . slept at 9am and woke up at 10:45 to get ready for work . super shag .

there's this customer today who came inside with her sister . she asked me what's my name aft i served them for quite sometime . naturally i said "my names jane. " haha she was kinda stunned . and she said that's her name too . so im like woo ookayy . she's kinda regular i guess. cuzshe noes my boss . she accidentally touch my fingers (cuz i was passing her the ring) and she's like : " You're so cold !" "You know why ? Cuz you're wearing like that(spaghetti is NORM!=x)..do you have a jacket ? you'll catch a cold you know..u must really take care of ur health ! health is more impt..lalalala.. " Im likw..OOkay . lol . it feels weird aft digesting what she had said ....i guess it's probably cuz no one have said such things to me for quite some time ? haha, yeah .

didnt wear my contact lenses for the whole day . my eyes hurt !

by the time i finished doing the settlement for the day , it was raining like HELL . soo . i got stuck. haha .wanted to take a cab back home but the queue's damn bloody long. saw edmund( the cnc shop guy) , and we tried lookin/calling for a cab . there's really NO cab that's like available, soo , we went to long john silvers to get sth to eat . chatted with him and he told me that he's having some problems with his gf . *heyy , she'll quit that soon and everything gonna b okayy okk! * edmund's a nice friend to hang out with ! =)

got home a lil bit drenched and caught a fever that subsided jus a few minutes ago . having a really bad flu right now ..mommy's getting onto my nerves ..cough's much better..throat's feeling reaally sore .

its 2:30am right now . kinda tired . zzzz .

violated;
1:33 AM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

problems with blogger . ugh

posted just now and it got all erased!

no mood alr .

bye !

violated;
1:47 AM

Monday, October 24, 2005

231005

worked today !

woke up at 1pm . haha . started work at ard 2:45pm to 9:30 pm .

silas dropped by today ! chatted with me for quite a long time =) glad that he's a changed man now .

shuting was telling me some mrt "stories" her bro experienced . it was omg-ly funny. hahaha . like how this pervert looked at a woman's ass , how a guy digged his nose while her gf's talkin and when she turned to look at him he brushed his fingers thru her hair, etc etc . hahaha . i kept coughing cuz it was sooo hilarious. (btw, im sick) haha .

ohh yeah yong xiang ( the kimage guy ) dropped by yesterday. for a while . i'll always end up luffing like an idiot after talking to him . haha we kept trying to DOt one another with the marker and crapped a lot . hahaha . it's really great to have such friends ya noe. u'll never et bored . hahas

was kinda surprised today cuz while i was talking to silas n repairin sth justin pop-ed into the shop . (he's with jeri) . i was shocked , surprised and of cuz happy . =)

aft work i chilled out near macs with justin n jeri . they were discussing abt what to wear this sat for the halloween party down at cheekys . vampire ? devil ? angel ? fairy ? doll ? lalala ? aha . sooo we decided to go shopping tml ~ =)

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2:04 AM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

221005

clubbed on friday.

before that i was working .. and then justin asked us(karine n me) whether we r confirmed on going cheekys ,cuz he could help us get in at a better price . = )

met karine at tiong bahru and we took a cab down to soundbar to chill first . had orange juice . haha . we're weird . =p it was super nice chatting with her .

went down to cheekys at ard 11+ . justin was fucking high , according to him . haha . well , we danced quite a lot , did some dancing on the podium as well . haha, to make a long story short the whole night i was either dancing wif karine or justin. oh yeah ! edmund came ! he rocked the dancefloor! aha, he was a dance teacher..so yepp .

was dancing with justin.. and this char bo approached and asked me : " can i talk to that guy , sorry ar . "so justin talked to her. and when he came back he was kinda fuming . cuz the girl said some shitty stuff . weelll , it's a long story . thank god there's no fight . haha . =)

was reading karine's blog and it reminded me of the drunk shawn . hahaha . he's andy's grp of frens . he said bye THREE times to me and karine. hahahaha . the club closes at 3, he was still there . LoL . funnyfunnyfunny.

edmund drives !

so karine,me,justin and andy decided to get a free ride. lol .we walkd to gallery hotel to get his car. on the way there justin was teasing andy about going into a nursing course . haha they're just SO funny . justin said : " next time i'll ask andy to deliver my kids" . i cant imagne that . hahah

edmund drove us to boat quay, we chill over at chocolate bar for a lil while .we've got absolute no idea what we're doing over there listenin to Justin n andy STILL talking about all that nursing stuff,so. karine n i got tired and we took a cab home .

i had barely 4 hrs of sleep and i gotta wake up for workkk . ZZZ . i was feeling SO cold.. and my throat hurts now . SIghs!

gotta go catch some sleep soon . mom's freakin out alr . zzz .

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1:48 AM

Friday, October 21, 2005

201005

wednesda y , 191005
went out with leon during daytime . shopping and movie . we're just friends . haha =) he spent $430(rounded up) . =x he's mad . so anyway, we went down to soundbar to meet karine . chilled over there , met kai , got my ladies' card and we went down to cheekys .

andy + friends' over there, met new ppl like justin and his bro(andy calls him "the old faggot" LOL) .

danced with karine and some others , up the podium , drank COKE/ SPRITE , karine and i went to phunk bar and desire as well . haha , free adm . it's BORING inside . no one's dancing .

justin's bro got pissed . a fight almost broke out . ALMOST .

reached home at ard 3:15am . slept at 4:30am .

woke up at 2:30pm . justin msged me at ard 1pm and i was half sleepin half msging him . zzz . karine called,shuting called,zzz .

went to work at 4 . was late .

came home at ard 10 plus .

mom is complaining about the laundry . zzzzzzzzzzzz .

violated;
12:00 AM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

181005

wen t to work ~
sales is gd
zz.

was alone in the shop for practically the whole day . boss came at ard 1 to 3pm .

yesterday i worked with shuting . shuting left the shop at 7pm. leon came to visit me ! was so shocked to see him . haha . he stayed in the shop for the WHOLE day ! haha chatted with us and told us his experience while he was in australia .

hmm . nth else to blog . tml im taking leave . =) i can slp til late ! okay cya ppl bbye

violated;
11:31 PM

181005

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you Im ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

violated;
1:20 AM

Monday, October 17, 2005

171005

had fuu n .

reached home at ard 7am this morning. bathed and slept all the way til 3 pm and woke up for work at 4 pm .

last night we wanted to go to devils . too many of us's underage, thats why my friend *weixiong * is nt able to bring all of us in .haha there's 7 ofus, 6 is underage. the bouncer even threatened weixiong's friend . so . we went to cheekys . BUT . they're having a foam party , everyones getting WET . lotsa malay, and most of em wore bikinis. so we went to coco latte instead . zzz . it's a small place and the music's not THAT good . liquid's much much MUCH better . zzzz . edison/elain/gerald did little dancing . i guess they were a lil shy ? =X haha . they're v nice ppl though . so we danced for a few hours only . karine n i were up on the podium and all dat . lala . oh yeah, this girl whom i duno danced with me . her name's .. er, forgot . she's good at it . lotsa movement , but i think she moved too much cuz her butt accidentally "hit" my friend who was dancing dwnstairs hahaha . she kinda intro-ed me to this guy called barry . =X a big flirt from what i saw . i think he took numbers from EVERYONE (as in girl la) .

hmm . we didnt really dance much but well , it's still fun . =) met new ppl like nicole,leon , elain , gerald, sim, nick and edmund . at ard 4am we took a cab down to devils to try our luck again. it FAILED! cuz there were cops . zzzzz . went to 7-eleven , i had mango juice . hehe . we chilled at the 24-hrs mac frm 5-6:30am . aft that we left , i went hm .

shuting's facing some problems right now ! hope everything turns out fine for her ...

zzz . mom set a rule for me .

she wants me to sleep before 2am everyday .

zzzzzzzzzzzzz .

violated;
1:08 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005

pictures

uploading the pictures into my gallery tml morning !

violated;
2:27 AM

131005

Tuesdays, 111005

chilled out with karine and ronald at wheellock coffee bean

watched into the blue

Wednesday, 121005

went to indochine to meet karine. she brought her friend, edwin aso. took some pictures.

we felt lyk dancing so we went to cheeky monkey .

pole danced and i think karine loves it a lot.

saw clarine's friend, andy + friends.

quarrelled with mom.

dad's leaving tml.(fri)

Thursday,131005

worked . morning to night.

violated;
1:05 AM

130905

w e br oke up .

Wednesday,12.10.05

me(3am) : dear, i was just wondering . do i only get to see u, msg u, talk to u after 40days(the number of days til he finish his o levels) ?

me(12:50pm): why you never reply me.

eujine(12:53pm): im haveing lesson now.

me(12:54pm): okay answer my question when you finish you lesson.

eujine(2:24pm): I dont know how to answer your question. Im fucking stress le k.

me(2:50pm): I think. lets just be friend. I think the kind of treatment i get from being your friend would be much better than being your gf.

eujine(2:55pm) : Come on. You are no better then my other ex. Last week(*it wasnt last week,it was yesterday) you told me you trust me. Then now ! Im disappointed.

me(3:00pm): no matter how busy someone is you would still make 10mins out of 24 hrs in a day to call the person who is impt to you right ? Do you understand ?

eujine(3:03pm): Im different. You do all tis things when my o level is just around the corner. I will never forgive you. Bye. We shall not contact anymore.

me(3:05pm): What did i do ? I barely have a proper conversation with you. everytme i call you we just talked for less than a min . (or should i say HALF a minute) . I haven been meeting you as well.am i ruining ur life by doing these things ?

me(3:07pm): you always say that i am no diff from your ex. but the problem doesnt lie within ur ex or me. it's how u shd change the way u treat ur gf. or else you'd find urself saying "you are no diff frm my ex" to ur future gfs .

eujine(3:08pm) : Dont worry about me. I dont need you to teach me a lesson. As you wish. Finished. Bye. Pls leave me alone.

me : do you believe in retributions ? i do , because i think i had mine aft being wif you .

eujine(3:11pm) : I never say you are ruining my life. Come on . We are no longer together. Im going to sleep. If you keep msging me you will then ruin my life .

me(3:10pm) : Seeing your true colours. If you really love me you wont say such things.

Thursday, 131005

saw his friendster. heart broken .had a conversation with him on msn

before that i sent him a msg .

me : do you hate me

Msn

eujine : ya ?

eujine: im not angry

me :do you love me

eujine : i think its better now

eujine: i can concentrate on my studies better now

me : So do you or do not

eujine : i reallie duno

eujine : after my exams see how lor

eujine : i feel much better now

me : okay gd night bye

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we were tgt for 1 month and 25days , 3 weeks and 5 days we did not meet up , the number of meetings are countable . less than 20 . no , less than 15 .

You said you were busy u are fucking stressed . how can a relationship last with a 1 min conversation per day/ or none . and less dan 4 msgs per day ? how wld that be contributing to your stress ?

you met jason for gym . i went down to jus give u the present. the 5 mins were precious time. and during that 5 mins i really thought you didnt even give a damn .

i remembered going out with u on my bdae and u talked little. in the end one of ur fren is waiting for u downstairs and i took a cab home .

i asked you why is it that you dont talk much when ure with me . you told me " i really duno what to say when i see u"

you turned a talk into an arguement

your prorities at first : 1. family 2. friends 3.sleep 4.games 5.me
your prorities when we stopped talking : 1. family 2. friends 3.sleep 4.games

i ask you out . you said u wanna study that day .
at ard 12am on the same particular day i call you again you're either clubbing/supper/friends got trouble

.....................................................................

i'd never forget zoo . the black pig . the mesmerizing dog . the racoon . joanne . ah loon . tattoo shop . supper . ah loon's dad . you losing billet .

violated;
12:21 AM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

camera

oh yeah, daddy bought me a digi cam =) !

violated;
12:29 AM

Monday, October 10, 2005

101005

went to wrk . 1130 to 930.

met eujine last sat . for5 mins . i passed him the one month anniversary present(it's over long ago) i took a cab to pines club . eujine met jason for gym n pool. so i just went there, gave it to him , sat dwn for a while den took a cab back to plaza for work . *i was early.

be4 tt 5 mins meeting we hit the records of nt meetin for 2 wholeweeks

well. maybe its his o levels

maybe

violated;
11:29 PM

081005

!

worked at 4pm to closing today.went for a movie! dark waters! =) nt bad .

on friday : went to cheeky monkeys with clarine and some other ppl . it was quite fun. we were dancin over at e D.F and we even went up e podium , did some pole dancing LOL. fun fun. lol. hwever! we left the place early, at ard 1am. 1am:: went to boat quay , met karine, went to chocolate bar for the job interview. dont think i wanna work there . haha . aft that it was 2am.. went dwn to liquid rm n danced all e way til 4am. went hm and zzz aft that!

on sat: went to wrk at 4pm. aft that went home to change and headed down to soundbar to look for karine . had lotsa fun at liquid room . all thanks to karine .

tml im going to work too !

hm, my mom is ANGRY now . cuz i used the phone . lame right . menopause stage .

violated;
1:23 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

ugh .

just woke up , later gonna work at 4 pm . will update again ltrs !

violated;
2:25 PM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

keiths .

this is what a friend of mine said .

i thought it made sense .

there is no reason for one guy to ignore someone like what you are

does he really have no time to even show a bit of concern about you?

nobody can be so busy

time is nv enough for everyone

but before he sleep can simply make a 10mins call to talk to someone who care so much for him

while he is travelling from places to places

he can just drop by to have a simple meal with you

i believe you can always make anytime for him

as long as he voice up you sure will take leave or etc to spent the time with him

violated;
11:13 PM

061005

sighs . aft 00 00 tonight it'll be 1 week and 6 days of not seeing him . had a one-minute talk with him just now . that's the only communication we had for the whole day .

was kinda pissed with my mom just now . cuz i was crapping with her , "commenting" on her stupid hairstyle..and u noe wad she did !!? she hit my stomach. IT hurt like HELL!! . ugh . now it's kinda reddish . shit . =x

well . worked in the morning , came home at ard 10 . sales' okay lor . hm . nth much happened todday at work . shuting's going devils tonight. haha *have fun * ;)

lalala . going for a job interview with karine on sat den going down to liquid . these days i just dun wanna stay at home . look at the first paragraph i think you shd noe why .

i felt my heart droppin'

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10:42 PM

game

was playing minesweeper flag with ah liang just now ,, HE IS A LOSER !!! hahahaha out of 8 times he lost to me 6 times . HE won once , the other winning it's cuz he CHEATED! hahaha . =p

violated;
2:03 AM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

karine

i hope everything goes well for karine.. she's feeling down lately ..

i hope clarine would ace all her papers..

i hope i dont faint again .

violated;
6:15 PM

oh yeah

it has been ........ 1 week and 4 days since i met eujine . gonna break the first record . sighs .

sending him less than 4 msgs per day ...1 call that lasted barely 1 min per day/once iin 2 days ...

he's sending me less than 3 msgs per day... no calls at all

violated;
6:08 PM

051005

yuuhu . sigghs ! hm . this group of girls(4 of em) came for a part time job interview today.. sec 4 girls.. ard 2 pm they came back again .. they asked me to be their god-sis . im like omg . haha very cute lars . so we exchanged contacts and all that . haha . kinda lame.. but well, i dun mind having more friends~ =)

violated;
6:03 PM

051005

i pierced my naval today . it wasnt very painful at first..BUT, later on i felt very cold .. my head starts to hurt .. i felt like puking the breakfast i had just now .. and i even perspired . i was in the shop.. there were customers and i tried to serve them, i stood up and i can feel myself starting to black out . =x thank god thy left fast so i sat down to rest. was feeling so terrrible! the jardine technical services musketeers came into the shop to say hi like they always did .. and were shocked to see me in that state. lol. they bought mac for me! im really really thankful . VERY nice ppl . my boss came and i came back home . im still feeling kinda cold.. but at least not as bad as how i felt just now .. im so so so sorry that i had to make the boss come down to overtake me . i just feel so bad . haha , feeling bored and painful at home right now . = x i wanna Work! =( lols.

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5:36 PM

041005

im feeling damn full~ =s worked from morning til 7+pm and went down to esplanade to dine wif my "family" . i ate pasta . the total's ard $200 ., 190.25 to be exact. =x im brokee. lol hmm . well at least i think mommy's happy. haha . shui bian lar* .

btw my dad's back as well . just now he was looking at me using my laptop , den i look at him , .. i duno why but his face ALWAYS seem to look so sad. when he's not speaking his lips always curve downwards . mayybe gravity's the culprit , MAYbbe . sumtimes i feel bad for him . my mom use to badmouth him , i dun think his sisters and bros like him , and he hardly talked to anyone just now while we were eating . i tried to start a converstn wif him , but my mindsa blank . sighs! all i could do is defend him when my mom starts to scold him .

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12:29 AM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

031005

went to work today ~ shuting came to help frm 3.30 to 8+ . hm quite a boring day . haha keith and yuevy made SANDWICHES for us to eat . =x noe wherre they got the inspiration from ? 7-ELEVEN!! hahaha. very lame . haha yuevy was really funny . we laughed like HELL . =x

my starhub bill's here, it all rounded up to $101 . =x transferred the funds to wilson's acc. just now . thank god i dun have to pay for the singtel one . *phew .

haven been playing games recently. hahas

tml's my mom's bdae ! and my dad is coming back tml ! =) finally. haha . working half day tml ~
and im going to dine at esplanade with mom,dad,coursin,aunt,tenants .

my mom had been quitttte nice to me lately !its probably cuz she's aware of her upcomin bdae and EXPECT SOMETHING HUGEEE from me or ppl ard her. wadeva ma n . hahaha

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12:51 AM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

021005

had LOTSA fun yesterday night .

after knocking off from work i went to town with theo[wrks in tiong u.r.s] . over dere we met bernard , he brought 2 friends . after that we went to wheellock coffee bean to look for karine(*qin) and her classmate and met amy at lucky plaza . headed down to gallery hotel . oh yeah , one of bernard's fren left , probably cuz there's work tml or sth .

we went to liquid room .. and the queue for the guys were DAMN long ..so bernard and his friend got pissed off and went off . *rolls . lol .

ladies get to go in free as long as it's be4 12. so karine , amy and i went inside first . theo and karine's friend, ming loon stayed downstairs at soundbar.mingloon dun wanna dance..and theo cant get in cuz of e age restriction .

it was bloody packed inside . danced with amy first..karine went to accompany her friends at soundbar. later on somehow i forgot how i lost amy and karine . i think some girls blocked my way . so i went down to soundbar to grab a drink and chatted with theo . i didnt even realise one of the bartenders is my fren til he asked me wads my name . =x

yea, i saw keith and friends at liquid too . guess the queue's too long and they went back to their uv(wrongly spelt) club haha .

at ard 1am karine + amy came back down , chilled forawhile and the 3 of us went back up to the dancefloor . we squeezed our way til we reach the place where we're closest to the djs . the music's great . we kept dancing , the feeling's whaoo! =) all of us were sweeating like hell . amy especially , cuz she's in jeans ~ . well , there's some perverts and despos ard there..dun wanna elaborate ! =)

liquid closes at 3 . so karine, me , benji and mingloon waited for karine's friend(a bartender who works there as well .name's pg .) .hmm. we decided to ton til the next morning.. at first we were thinking of going to other clubs, but in the end, we stil chose to chill out somewhr.

went to holland v's breko. it was damn cold up there ! the guys played poker and i chatted with karine..all the way til e next morning 730am we left the place ..

took a cab back , and quickly bathed..thank god my mom didnt kick up a fuss. haha i told her i went to a chalet . slept at 9am..and......woke up at 4pm .

met karine at town just now ! went to get marsh mellows!! =) ate at yoshinoya.i had salmon~[i hate the raw type thou] after that we walked down devonshire street and chilled out at bar stop. beside bar stop is yoshida's place. a jap restaurant. it's b-e-a-u-tifully decorated . fantastic atmosp. mr yoshida greeted us and he's DAMN friendly ! a man who speaks with lotsa emo .

it was really nice chilling out with karine!

it was really NICE dancing up there.

it was really nice knowing amy , mingloon , benji, pg.

it is really NICE to be out there having fun .

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11:26 PM