`_ 310705
harloz.
today i slept til 12:15pm. i was thinkin dere wasnt work today until my boss called me and , there was a misunderstanding as to who is supp to work today. haha. so i went for work. reached there at ard 2pm.
dere r lotsa weird ppl who came in today. the first one was served by my colleague, siming. haas.the cust. told him dat very long ago(ancient times) the emperor uses silver to dip inside their food(eg bread) and if the silver turns black, it means that poison is present. haha so she was asking whether our silver has got the POISON-Detect kinda function. Siming was like " eer..all these are pure 925 silver, ..."haha she's sucha weirdo.
later i was serving this malay couple. the guy was looking at a bracelet , $168. den the girl got angry, and said : " YOU said u will get me a necklace !.. " and i wasnt able to mk out wad they were saying in Malay. haha. den the lady looked at one of the aquamarine rings. it was at $48, and she said : "WHY this ring is cheaper den ur bracelet !" (to the guy) and she went on looking at the range of amethyst rings . she liked one, it was priced at $138. and she was lyk saying : "138 so expensive.. i wear ring only $7 $7 onli.. " -.-
hm, oh ya ! siming was asking me : " How do you make a butterfly ring ? " so i said : " You hav to carve the design and get the silver setting "all that crap. but it wasnt right. haha . He said : " To make a butterfly ring, you get a block of butter, put a ring inside, and THROW. " =X
haas.today's sales was ookay. hm. tml hav got sch at 9-3. and band later at 630-9. sighs, shd i go ? hahas.
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11:08 PM
`_ 290705.
heyyie ppl
well, today's a LONG day. woke up at 630am for lessons.sch starts at 9 n ends at 1200pm.after that, priya,rine and me went to the desingers' canteen to eat.ate western food.after that we went to bookshop and den we went on our separate ways. it was 130pm. priya stayed in school for her drama, rine went to meet isaac, and i went walkin ard be4 i go home. reached home at ard 330pm and took my flute and left the house at ard 515.for band practise. TP AGAIN.
haas. was standing in the trains. almost fell asleep even when im STANDING. hahas. reached tp at ard 615 and met Jason. He says he's interested in joining band. haha. so we headed for the band's room, near the koi pool. den saw Nadia! she was having her drama. didnt see priya though. i heard she left alr.
hm band was ookay. There's this tp band alumin from the flute section named Sam joined our practise today. his flute skills are superb. it is insane! totally unbelievably heavenly ! He's a very soft soft guy. haha. as in he talks very gently, politely, haha like me ! aha im jus kidding. *better den me* haha. okay so he sat beside me and jade. we were at the 2nd row cuz the first row were bombarded with too many flautists already.played a few songs which ive never seen before CUZ i didnt go for like, 3 out of 6 practices ? haas, wadevas. Today finally saw the conductor. haha for those who went for every pract dey saw him twice ? i guess so. hm, my 1st impression of him was- " Old man". den followed by : " crazy old man" haha. he exaggerates a lot of movements in front of us. maybe i found it funny, so i called him crazy. haas. i think he saw me laughing at hisexpressions (when no one's luffin), he looked over and give that kinda : " that-wasnt-supposed-to-be-funny" look. haha
After band practice, went to the hawker behind TP to have deir supper. went wif 10+ ppl(me,jade.sarah,crystalbelle,winnie,christpher,cordan,webster,baldwin,huiyin,sam + a few more others) i just drank green tea. we talked and talked and at ard 1115pm we left the place. went to bedok to take a train with sarah(she stays at CCK!) haha. we caught the lasttrain jus in time.
it was damn spooky to walk home alone. especially the staircase that ive gotta take. and the road is so empty with on one else but me walking . the wind were pretty strong too ! haha. *heng it's not the Hungry Ghost Festival yet. Saw the national flags though.haha.
hm. didnt quarrel wif my mom. haha. almost did, but didnt ! haha. hm guess i gotta go get some zz too. =)
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1:23 AM
`_ 280705 .
painting my nails right now. it's drying up. hm i have been prety busy these days cuz we have this busfund proj due today. so it's like clarine , yan zhi and i was online yesterday tryin to finish. i was suppose to print it. so they sent me the files.. but i duno wad the hell the printer is not able to connect to my laptop.so. i carried the printer back to my room( it was ard 1am+). Getting frustrated, i plugged out all the modem connections and tried to get all thos stuff printed in my room. BUT. the stupid laggy com made me switch off the main power more dan 10 times. it was bloody irritatiing.at around 3am+ i gave up. i unplugged ALL the wires and gt to sleep at 4. i was so damn tired the "NEXT MORNING" and woke up late, at 7am. At least i caught 3 hrs of sleep! haha.
Were late for INTCF. 15 mins late i think. and dere was graded lab. hm. oh well.
after break we chionged-printed the project. haha everyone's report's done except us. did that for 2 hrs cuz theres some "Fill in the Blanks" and complilation to do. hahas. aft that went to bind it up. haha im impressed by the woman who did the binding.. she was so swift ! haas
oh yea , John Tan was hyper today again. the engmath lecturer. haha. was whistling duno wad crapp and saying things like his whistling skills improved and was rythmic ! for a moment i thought the whole lecture room gonna collaspe. ohh well wadeva, the lecturer needs to do some soul-searching.
feeling kinda sleepy now ! but i still hav to wait for them to get dried. PAtience ! hm.
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9:47 PM
`_ 260705
today went to sch at 10. finished at 5.went to work. sales not bad. lots of projects to do. do this up later. bbye
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10:56 PM
nosliw
i was unreasonable and threw my temper at you
you tried not to get angry and even cajoled me
i scream at you n yelled at you with tears in my eyes
you look at me and said i'm sorry
i remembered that moment when i was so vunerable
you stood beside me and kept quiet
i remembered that moment when you had to leave
we both cried everyday
i waited for your last parades
sometimes it's 9, 10, or even 11.
and when u finally called and we finally got to talk
in 10,15,or 30 mins you have to hang up
I had a big fight with my mother
you were the one who made me smile
Those days when we were together
I knew i had never stopped laughing
There was once we had a fight
You gave me back the ring
at the MRT
I cried alone in the train.
We had this memory book
It is still with you
Where i wrote the dates and little captions
on the pictures that we've taken
And there was Kaele i used to call
The dog you love so much
Heard he is getting sick
Please take care of him, please.
A few days ago I saw ur nickname
It was ur name and my name
I almost cried when i saw that
I know it is stupid but i just cant help it.
It is too late to go back now
For now the wound is deep
So deep it hurts like hell
Hoping we could find someone else.
But no one could be like you
The way you made me laughed
The way you make me smile
The way you tolerated my childishness
The way WE talked things out
The way WE played around
The way WE went throughout
and The way WE got separated.
you taught me how to love.
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11:52 PM
`_ 250705 .
`_ today was okay. my condition got better. haha. hum.reached school at 9. and had lessons til 3.
during engfund lab we were supposed to pluck wires.. no resistors, again. it was so boring.talked to clarine about sum cantonese vulgar. the 'chao hai and 'hai gai'("black" chicken) hahas. it was kinda lame. haha. but funny cuz rine prounced it as "Smelly-Street-Shoes" [direct translation]haha. =x
after school went to see whether theres free access lab to do our project. cant find any. siighs! so rine me and yanzhi went down and discussed. it was definitely a very expensive business we're coming up with.haha. rental is already 56,000! =P
after that rine went with isaac and i went to bugis to get some stuff. didnt went for band practise. well im TIREd.haha.=p and den went back home.. it was raining soo heavily. reached home, and almost quarrelled mith my mom. haha. what a day.
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8:18 PM
`_240705.
today was OKAY , until after jamming i started to get sick.a lil feverish now.
yesterday i slep at 5am. today i woke up at 10am.went to work late , again. sales was okay. siming was working with me today. den we left at 545pm and boss took over for awhile and i think meiling is suppose to go there ard 630.its the boss' son's bdae. oh well. hm. den i went to bt merah central.met youloon at the busstop for the jam session. den took the stupid bus dere. den we jammed for solid 2 hrs. 7 -9 pm. TIRED. my throat sounds like a frog now. ha. im jus kiddin. okay, not funny. aft jamming the rest went to mac to eat. i went back first. and felt bloody sick.
and mommy just got me water and panadol. she said my lips were RED. wadeva. gonna die soon.haha. ok, BAD day. =x nites.
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11:21 PM
`_ 230705
`_ today i woke up at 2:15pm. haha. wad a niceee sleep ive. dreamt of lotsa things.. but as i woke up i forgot everything. haas. speakin of dreams.. i slept walked be4 ~! =p rem i was sec 3 or 4 . quarrelled wif my mom and i cried out of anger. was kinda sad i rem. so i slept with tears that night. den my mom told me in the middle of the night she saw me waking up and opening the door and going outside, into the living room. she thought that i was going to the toilet. den she started wondering how come i didnt go back to the room for sucha long time. btw, i was sleeping wif my mom. in my dad's place. so she went out too, cuz she wants to use the toilet as well. but when she got out she didnt see me anywhere. she panicked. and even opened the door to see whether im outside sumwhere , anywhr along the corridors. she sees no me. she was kinda desperate. so she knocked on my tenant's room. awoke her. and found me sleeping inside in my tenant's BF's bed.[thank god her bf was nt home yet that time]. My tenant said she felt sum1 lying down beside her on her bed, thinking it was her Bf she didnt move. haha actually it was me. i was hugging my bolster. my mom pulled me out of the bed i think. i rem i dreamt of me hugging my bolster and walking and saying : "Mommy dont want me already" in mandarin. haha. that was exactly what my mom and tenant heard too. haha. freaked my mommy out. there was a second time when i was dreaming of ailens in my kitchen. they travelled inside a spaceship and landed right there.haha. i slept walked to the kitchen and my mom , again, found me standing looking outsiide the kitchen's window sill.hahaha. ever since den be4 we sleep my mom would hide all the keys and knifes. =x freaky huh !
`__welll. today watched war of the world with my fren. haha. it was a nice movie. do you know why the machines are 3-legged ? *because the ailens are 3-legged too.just like human beings, we make machines wif 2 legs, a pair of eyes, etc. the ailens made theirs in a way that resembles them.*<-According to Willie. hahas. he's a smart ass.
`___i went home and was polishing the school's property flute. it was kinda dirty. ew. haas. oh well. and was practicin some songs for the jammin tml. it's reallie nt easy to SHOUT like a guy man. well, songs like the strokes-reptilla , nirvana-smells like team spirit. hahas. ~ hum.
`____the seventh-month hungry ghost festival is coming. haha actually called my dad and asked him to come back accompany me. hehe. =)
`_____tml i gotta work, and then go for the jamming thing. gonna be really busy. siighs. den i'll get insufficient sleep again.whatalife.
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`_ 220705 .
`_today went to school at 9 til 12. den after dat went to tampiness mall with Clarine. Priya stayed in school to do her project.
`__we just hanged around tm and century sq. after dat i took the boring train back to tiong bahru . and went home to do the project's "website". at ard 530 i left the house and took the train and the bus back to TP again. met jade on the bus . it was 630pm . we were late. supposed to start at 630.
`___we played a few songs today. it was conducted by.. hm nvm, forgot his name. a saxaphonist.year3.cant deny that he's actually good at conducting and i didnt reallie felt that bored as compared to the 2 practices i went to before.i borrowed the flute home. haas.but duno wad to do with it. most probably play wad i played during sec sch days. haha.btw, i wanna play the piccolo! but too bad, it's taken by the senior. haas.hmm.after band went to bedok wif jade/sarah/mich and christopher . Chris was telling about all the modelling agent crapp. cuz he saw my frenster's profile. and said he was from an agency too.but a differnt one.this guy is reali weird.haha but im not saying weird as in negatively, just WEIRD.haha. he asked me things like wad mascara i used. i said "XXL ..the Mayb-.." before i could finish he alr knows it's from maybeline.a vain guy i'll say, eats in a funny way and talks weirdly(!!). We were on the bus , and he asked : " Your hair very interesting" . aha. luff lyk hell.I mean , he just look at me and say my hair i interesting? haha. I said to Sarah : "haha! ur hair looks like mine.. yours interesting too!!" hahas.and this christopher guy told me i should go for a Jap look. im like : -.- . well, he has got lots and lots of things to say . I was eating mentos and i offered it to everyone, includin him. he said : "no thanks. You noe one mentos contains about 20 calories?" I almost turned and bang
into the wall. hm, though he IS REALLY weird, I think he could really be a good friend. Someone with an open-minded mind.A friend who reminds you constantly to be aware of Calories! hHA.
`____was in the train with chris,mich and sarah. chris was going to Town . Sarah stays at Chao Chu Kang and Michelle stays at Jurong. Really pity them cuz' they have to travel so far. and it's MRT!! no shortcuts!! =x wonder how they tolerate man. it's crazy.
`_____When i reach the doorsteps, was unlocking the door, my mom, 2 tenants, aunt were all there. So mommy started saying : "WAH! NEW SHIRT. WA, NEW SHORTS.WA, NEW NECKLACE, WA, NEW SHOES" ...and i starting singing.. " I wannted yoou tooo knoowww..." and started changing the lyrics : " Stopp quarrelling wiif me mommy.. youu suckk do yoou knoww .. i hatte yoou too thhee coore ,yoou sicckk little asshoole" haha at least she wasnt THAT angry. Probably cuz my tenants were there and she has got ppl to tok to. so she didnt @$%@#^$#%@^ much. yepp.
`______waichee msged me sayin that he's bored while walking to the pasir ris chalet. hahas. and asked me whether i could call him so i did. we talked for awhile only. haha. he's a reallie funny guy. the way he talks is damn funny . the conversation jus keeps going on. haas. talked about 10 mins and we hung up . haha . my typical ex-classmate. heyy! he's a reallie clever guy u noe ! was always "DA TOP" in class last time. Was top 10 or sth for O levels too.
`_______im so lack of sleep nowadays.was lookinf forward towards the weekeneds and here it is! =) during the weekdays i managed to get only 4 hrs of slepp everyday.Exhausted all my brain cells. ohh well. gonna sleep my ass off the bed til tml's afternoon.hehe. =p.
`________guess i gotta go continue doing the stupid proj webby. have to hand it up next week! nitte ppl.
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11:58 PM
`_ 210705 .
`_ imm so so so sleepy. today woke up ay 630. reached school at 9.was wearing covered shoes because UNNI msged us to get a pair of em. *rolls. haas. so, got 4 blisters right now, on both feet. so sad rite. =/ hm, to be optimistic, these wounds would probably take 2 weeks *min* to heal..so i can be excused for tt period of time. haha.
`__breaktime:: after eating our lunch , priya left school with pravin. accompanied priya to the main busstop and she was happy when she saw pravin cuz he bought her FLOWERS! with chocolates in it ! haha, it was so sweet ! *reallie happy for her
`___during busfund lab rine n me went to print out surveys for our project. the deadline is like next week. and we're barely halfway done.haha. we'll try our best! =) hm. the photocopying machine almost malfunctioned cuz' we were figuring out how to press it.hahaha. =x den after dat we went ard' and did those surveys. rine wanted to give LORRY to do the survey as well. so we went to the canteen to look for her. she said : "Lau Ka"(-in hokkien means downstairs). But i have little hokkien knowledge so i tot "Lau Ka" is Lorry. so i said: "Ok , lets go find LAu Ka" haha. we were laughing like mad and rine almost fall off the stairs.
`___during math lec , John Tan made some stupid jokes. because the lecture room was pretty noisy, so he's like : "SHhhhh, my insecticide not bad ar! " and went on shh-ing and praising how 'effective' his 'insecticides' were. I think he's crazy. He even sang into the mike during lectures.. "Jing tian bu hui jia!" [today not going home*]. karaoke man.well, it reallie suck.
`____maths was funny today. rine was luffin and luffing and luffing til she almost fall down the row..=X
`_____after school went to TM with rine . dinner . and den ard 630 she went to meet isaac and i went home...
`______came home and quarrelled with my mom.hahaha.some domestic issues like, i nvr mop the floor dry, i nv soak my clothes PROPERLY. and she went on to saying she'll not give me allowance. her pattern. power . she noes how to shut me up ! eevil!
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9:37 PM
busfund
its busfund now. today gotta wear covered shoes and ive got 4 blisters on my foot already. damn the school. haas. 2/1/4 hrs of lessons left. cant wait
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2:38 PM
`_200705 .
`_ today went to school at 12. haha . rine n me skipped INTCF lec. and our Appel ended at 1. haha after that we *priya.rine.me* rushed down to NYP to find that guy. hm. stayed there from 1 til ard 3pm+.
`__ haa oh yeah yesterday nite my mom was looking me using the com. den she started reading all the words that appeared on the screen. i was luffing at her pronunciation. haha . act cute mom.
`___ tml's 9 to 5pm. SIGHS! gotta wake up at 630..aagain.
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9:53 PM
`_ lyrics
these words meant a lot to me half A year back..and forever.
___________________________________________________________________
*I had you, I had everything I ever needed*
From that first look
I knew I found heaven in your eyes
But who was to know, the way it would go
I have no regrets
Glad I let you in
Wouldn't have missed one single moment
I would do it all over again
'Cause I was loved
I was touched
And I learned what love is, and I learned what love is
I was blessed
So blessed
'Cause i learned what love is, I learned what love is
From loving you
(I held you, I held everything I ever dreamed of)
With that first kiss from you
All this world seemed all so right
But who was to see the way it would be
I'll never forget
All the heaven we shared
And I'll thank God for every moment
Every moment that I had you there
*Some people search their whole livesNever find what I found in your eyes*
Glad I got to get the chance to
Have you in my life
I won't be sad when I look back
'Cause I was... I was... loved
I was touched
And I learned what love is, and I learned what love is
I was blessed
So blessed
'Cause I learned what love is, I learned what love is
From loving you
- song by mandy moore, From loving you
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8:53 PM
`_ 190705
if i were to talk like that :....
moii dearr dear dahhh dahh , i luvrre u shoo muchs ! muAckSss!! i MiSh euu a Lot!! euu rr deee lights of moii liFeXx! mUAcKSsSsSsSsSs!!
.... haha i think priya will give me a longgg weird stare, Clarine would shake my shoulders, my mom would bring me to a medium...
Totally gross me out.
shivers-
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2:38 AM
`_ 190705 .
datte : 190705
haas. this mornin i was feeling damn shag. forgot to put on my rings and forgot to take my hp wif me. wth. was feeling superrb tiredness n sleepinnnness. =x
hm. so today unni gave us the printed copy of the pictures. correction. he gave us to hav a look at it.haas. wadeva. hmm..today priya wore green , clarine wore black , i wore grey . all the dullyy colours. hm. and we missed 45 mins of John Tan's lessons. haha.
it was a pretty norm day.
haha.
i think tml wld be exciting ! hahaha. rine* n moi* gonna go NYP kick sumone's ass. haha. dun think i can do that ! but rine* seems to be very determined to smack his butt. haha. [a guy who keeps threatenin/harassin' her]
hm, come to think of it i haven blog for quite a no. of days. well, yesterday night i quarrelled with my mom.haas. it is very lame. ok here goes. mommy was sleeping on the floor cuz my laptop+all the crapp occupied the whole bed. den, i heard this reallie loud fart coming from my mom's side. i didnt say anything. just "ew-ed " in my mind. BUT ! i just cant stand it when that fart managed to diffuse thru the air til it reach me. i was like " YOU FARTTTT!!?EEE!!!!!!" and grab the perfume and sprayed at her. she opened her eyes [like seeing some kinda corspe reviving] and started shouting "I DIDNT ! you dun always say i fart ok! I'm not asleep yet n i noe i didnt fart ! u, u , u STOP accusing me OK! YOU...BLAH" Atfirst i said :" YOU FART RIGHT THERE I HEARD IT ! it was so deafening u fart i dun care u DID" .. until she says :"OK NO ALLOWANCE FOR U ANYMORE!" i started saying: " OKokokokokok u nvr fart . U didnt !! i Fart i fart! happy ? ! " and i mumbled : "i must learn from daddy how to keep quiet man. " aaand, she heard that..soo. she said : " You dont know hw to differentiate frm right and wrong. when ure young u dun understand, now too. A wife and a husband chose divorce, u wont understand also" . I kept quiet . cuz that's divorcing shes talking about. and ive got this -ve feeling that my parents r divorced. jus that they're hiding it from me. my dad is separated from us for 8 years alr..though he wld come back once in a while. i duno man. ugh wadeva.
fart kills.
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9:55 PM
`180705
ooh yeah! priiya joined the ESC today. haha this gurl join the ARMY also. all the best man . =x
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12:00 AM
` 180705
was listening to " I Feel lyk a woman !" that song .. and i found myself singing.. " I feel lyk a zombie ! " hahas im tired again. =x
first day of school.....suck.
zz
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11:51 PM
`_170705
Daate : 170705
tired tired. today opened the shop and it was me myself and i until Siming joined me at 7pm.haa whole day nvr eat except for breakfast. drank water. haha feelin kinda feverish ! today's sales i good. . people dun stop coming in =X
sch starts tml.. siighs! im so sick of school alr.
haha and wed im gnna go NYP with Clarine. haha Hit sum1.hahaha LOL. cant wait.
zz.
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12:00 AM
haha
haha yea a im till awake. it's 0420am now. bored. was thinking wad my lady boss told me today.. and was thinking that she's a really wise lady..and the boss too. they've got not much education.. but they've seen so much, done so much. you wont even noe they didnt studied much last time.
she was saying abt our ex staff, angela, how successful she is now that she had opened her own business(the shop's the husband's.) so.. our conversation drifted to the bgr part. she said that if i were to get a bf, get one that is financially stable ( as in a stable job, stable income ) , and not those whose family are rich . she said most of those ppl who came from rich families are usually used to the spoilt life that they're leading. in terms of character they lose out too. well because their family is rich~
and she was saying this to me the other day.. that human is not totally perfect . Eg: If you were badly influenced(as in smoking, talk in vulgar) once, but you noe that is not wad u should be doing, and would eventually change for the better and stay there. That's knowing how to differentiate between good and bad. you'll never know what's bad til you experience it , and think , and change for the better. that was a brief summary of what she said in chinese. haas.
haha and oh ya ! she advised me to read newspapers. hahaha. cuz i dun even noe that the nkf wad shit is the hot topic nowadays . ? haha wadeva. gotta increase my GK already haha. oh well. alright niteyy.
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4:19 AM
`_ 150705 .
`_ datee : 150705
today was not bad. kinda tired again. probably due to insuff. zzz. siighs!
hm, today i was late for work, reach at ard 1145am. I snoozed my alarms for 45 mins today.. that's why. hahas. sale's much better today *smiles* . and den after that ard 5 i left work. didnt went for school band practice cuz there's jamming ..
at dee jam.m ..
we played zombie/broken/helena/smells like team spirit/reptilla -
after that it was ard 10+ .
we went to bukit timah's mac to chill and was thinking about our band name.
haha there r lotsa weird combinations they came up wif. names like : rocka-nathan , DeMorgan's , the istana, lee kuan yew, etc . haas. in the end we edited the oringinal name a lil bit to : the alchemy*
after dat we went home.
and here i am.
haha
planning to sleep later tonight and wake up later tml hehe* no work tml !
mite be going to sentosa tml~
hmm..
nnitey !
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1:55 AM
`_ 140705 .
`_ datt.e : 140705
once again, im tired.hahas. this morning i snoozed my 2 hp(s) , and 2 more alarm clocks for 1/2 an hour only. so woke up 10am and was late for work !~ =x. sales was okkay today.. worked wif boss (sam) today..he reached tiong bahru at 2 + .. and den later he left the shop for 2 hrs.. den lady boss came(IVy)..den Sam came back.. den i bought my breakfast-lunch-dinner meal and they left at 7..
in the shop tooday.. i opened the shop, arranged stuff , polished rings,served customers, cut ear sticks,wiped the glass, replenish stuff , closed shop.
a gay customer [i forgot his name*] would always come in the shop and look for our boss(sam). everytime will ask me to help him call boss, etc. haha. today boss told me sth funny. hahahahaha. the gay was here today, and it happened that Sam was here. so Gay said : "so how's sales? " Sam: "okkay lar, all my white hair growin out already" Gay : "I help you dye ur hair norr" . hahaha =X and the gay keep asking my boss when he's free and all dat. ooh well.. GAYS*
hmm so after work i went to esplanade. haha. met some crazy friends!! hahas. and i got home ard 0010am. mommy Lala-ed for awhile. yepp.
tml im supposed to have band.. and hey hey "tml" as in Friday. and it's not the school band. yepp. haas. but i think im gonna go jamming agn..it's much better! =x annd.. be4 that im suppose to work.. hum. so nitey.
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3:03 AM
`_ 130705 .
`_ yesterdae i didnt blog cuz i came home late ! hm. yesterday clarine,unni and me went to sentosa to take pictures..it's not bad actually.. we left the place at ard 6 . at first i wanted to go home, but ended up meeting my other friend. haas. went for dinner and ktv. reached home at ard 12am..to be exact,it is suppose to be 2355.
`__ today went to open the shop first, de left the shop at 1pm and went for lunch with a friend. after that we walked ard'.den i went back to close the shop ! hhaas.
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11:44 PM
`_ 120705 .
`_ todaee isss tiiring !! i slept at 4 am + yesterday , and had to wake up at 10.. but! i snoozed my alarm clock for 2 hrs and 20mins. soo. after that i woke up and met theresa to buy court shoes .. she was late.. so i while waiting for her i bought a top at phutureL. and she got her court outfit,g2000. yepp. we were suppose to meet Emy.. cuz she's leaving Singapore today.. Midnite, 1230am. siighs ! but emy hav got things to do.. and werent able to meet up.. sadd!
`__ so after shoppin i went back to TPoly, band pract. reached sch at 5:15. and had "dinner" wif some of the band ppl..den went for band pract.played a few songs den went back at 9. was so so so tired rite now cuz tml gotta meet clarine and MR UNNI for sentosa , 1130 !!! meaning, i gotta wake up at 9 am ! uugh.
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12:58 AM
`_ OMG.
`_ DEFINitely gotta check this freakin webby of THICK-SKINNED + SUPER GAY STEVEN CRAPP LIM. watch the videos !! oMG. i think he approach my fren n i in orchard once.. promoting his $20 magazines of Eye-brow shaping and how to train urself for muscles all that shit. the first thing he asked us was : " HEard of me be4? im very popular one. u ask anyone they'll noe me" eww.http://www.stevenlim.net/
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3:05 AM
`_ gam.e.
taksumbong intro-ed a lame game .. haha but it's cute + farnii.. go check it out ~ FLing the little man attacking your castle.. hahahas. http://www.2flashgames.com/f/f-171.htm
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12:52 AM
`_ 100705 .
`_ toddays a rainy dae ! but it's pretty okay today ~
`__ this afternoon went jammin' wif the band, alchemist catastrophy. haas it was realie nice. met ppl lyk youloon/norh/indera/sebastian/and LBNL[last but nt least] sebastian's bro. nice ppl ! they play fantastic music. hahas. =)
`___so after that it was raining again and i gotta rush back to work. siighs !it was frezzin cold! hm.. ya ! emy's leaving singapore.. so i gotta go meet her tml.. so sad ! one of my gd fren gonna leave again. first steffy now emy. all the "y"s haas. alright i guess ill stop here. =)
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11:08 PM
`_ 080705 .
`_ todae's e last dae of all de term tests.hehe..so happi ! buut. im down wif cold sore again. siighs !! i went to the doc on tues.. $72.. today i went there again... $35.. crazy.
my mom freaked out. hhAAas.
`__ hm after exams today i went to see da doc. en den after that i went to city hall wif miao juan and waichee.. my ex-sec-classmates. :) we just walked ard.. and went to coffee bean to chill. talked a lott. haha.. i duno why but waichee is soo damn funny, the way he talks . hahas. after that ard 6 i went home.. aiint feelin well. was feeling kinda giddy and feverish again.siighs.
`___anyway ! there's this reallie cute webby.. go check it out http://unoriginal.co.uk/alienhominid.html
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12:39 AM
`__ 070705
`_ wanna show u guys a few pictures .. clarine's masterpiece en my masterpiece.. haha we did dat at esplanade's bistro. hees. we played wif food hees
myy m.as.tter.piiece
clla.rin.es' mast.err.pii.ec.e 
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8:11 PM
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5:43 PM
a s.t.oo.ry
sumthin i tot u guys would wanna read abt ..
t.he story of *Ashley and *James
One sunday afternoon, Ashley was bored at home. So she went online and started chatting happily with this guy, James. The conversation in between them was very different from the usual "Hi"... "Bye"(s) Ashley even laughed in hystericals while they were chatting. So, they exchanged contact numbers, never intended to contact each other though.
Til one day when James was in school, his friends and him were looking through their hp contact lists in search of the-next-girl-to-meet on the following weekend. So Ashley was selected and she agreed.
they met each other at town, both brought along their own friends. It was pretty awkward because they practically know each other at all. So they just walked ard.Ashley thought that Jaes' looks were okayy and vice versa.So, from then on they came up with loads of excuses to meet each other up again and again, in a group at first.. but it gradually became a one-to-one sort of dating.
James' birthday falls on Christmas. They went to a park near where he stays, and sat inside a pavillion, opposite each other. They were pretty bored cuz there were a few more hours til the start of the movie they've planned to watch. So they played there. It's like, when you stand in the centre of the pavillion and say something, there'll be echoes.They were "snatching" to be the one in the centre...until they ended up in each others' arms.and they didnt let go.
they kissed - in the movies , on James' birthday ... and that's how they started...
Ashley wasn't sure the relationship would work out well cuz' none of her relationships in the past did. James was thinking aiya, Ashley is so young(5 yrs difference). Play play only lar.
Despite having these thoughts, they began to love each other for real. Ashley's always very happy when James is around her. They played in the trains, laughed while they're walking on the streets, played childhood games, Ashley put on make-up for James and took a picture of him-twice.They brought James' dog for walks...played online games together...and Ashley even taught him how to do Math !
James had to go for his NS(national service) .. their relationship was already half a year old. he tried coming up with ideas (e.g break his leg/ break his fingers) so he wont need to go through those trainings. He miss family. He miss Ashley. He became very stressed up and started smoking more den usual. Ashley don't want him to go either. But, there's nothing they can do...
Bmt equals approximately 17 days of Anti-communications. Meaning, James could only be solely "committed" to his trainings in the morning and sleep after that..no phone calls, nothing. Ashley cried everyday during that period of time..and wasn't able to concentrate on her studies at all..always looking at her handphone.. wishing it would blink "James"..wishing he was okay..hoping the days would stop dragging...
The time they got to talk to each other shrinked. They quarrelled a lot of times. But deep down in both of their hearts they still love each other.
Ashley finished her major exam.. and started working.. from 11am-10pm.Moreover, she took up a grooming course which would also include 6 weeks of her sunday early afternoons. James have to sleep everynight at 10(lights out) and that's when Ashley knocks off from work... sometimes James would call her when she's working.. around 9:30pm everyday.Once he repeatedly called her and triggered her anger system and they started quarrelling..For the whole of that week they didn't speak to each other at all..
It was a sunday morning.. Ashley's suppose to go for her course.. James ate breakfast with her..He wasn't in a good mood (for the past few weeks also)..and smoked a lot in front of Ashley.. Ashley don't like the attitude that is coming from him.. instead of launching into another fight.. they talked things out before the course start. They actually smiled.
However, after her course ended, James' mood took a 360 degrees change.Ashley wanted to shop, but he insisted on going home(said his legs felt limp + headaches). Ashley was kind of irritated but tried to get her "neccessities" asap. But, James couldnt take it anymore and shouted at her in public. She left him , walked briskly, knowing he wont be able to catch up.. with hot burning tears streaming down her cheeks... her emotions(saddness and anger)intensified.. when James called.. and ended the call with... "Hong kan la ! break up la!"
Ashley later learnt that James got an illness.. can't be cured.. but can be controlled... the symptoms: limp legs, constant headaches, chills, hand tremors
Ashley cried every night..
James still loves her.. everynight he will call her..but she'll always hang him up.. he cried too.. ever since then, he smoke more....
-anonymous
they were brought together on christmas..and separated on the next christmas.
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11:57 PM
`_ 030705 .
`_ today's boring. i just stayed at home. woke up at 1pm.. and mom was home.. so we quarrelled. ahahs. i had to do the laundry, pack my stuff and talk nicely to her(i failed terribly), it's tiring!! i just woke up only ya noe and theres so much to do. soo.. in the end i wasted a lot of water, detergent and i cut my thumb ->> results of anger. hahas.
`__I on-ed my com for the whole day already, downloaded loads of songs. haas. ohh well. guess i must go buzie myself agn. so cia.oos.
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7:37 PM
`_ 010705 .
`_ today school ended early.. i was feeling damn sleeppy cuz i slept for only lyk, 4n a half hrs. yepp.
`__so today after school i went to funnan to get my micro office again. The person was helping me register my laptop. he threw away the laptop's box,so, the registrations arent successful. soo. he asked me to go back there after 1/2 an hours' time. even though i went back they made me wait again. til they say they cant register it and will ask the manufacturer to send it down..ssooo , i gotta wait til 9 of july. i was so angry i "wrote" my particulars down n threw e pen.They made me went dwn dere for lyk, 3-4 times already. wth.
`___hmm so bored rite now. term tests r coming up haas. hmm im gonna go ply game alr. hees. bb.
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