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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

theend (:

this is my last post.

((:

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1:51 AM

Friday, February 17, 2006

080206 - read that entry again , the part about the kids , or the suicide.
i wanna add on smth to it.

to scene one : HOW A WOULD HATE B FOR A LONG LONG TIME

to scene two: unpredictable, BUT, THE GUY PROBABLY BLEW UP HIS LAST CHANCE OF FRENSHIP WITH EX-GF.

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i wanna make my blog a private one.
sooner or later
when the exams r over i guess.
but i'll just blog as norm for the time being.

anyway.

went to zouk on wed.

mark.jace.allan.allan'sgodsis.weizhong was there. etcetc.
not a bad place.
yepp.
but it was retro =x lol.
well, got kinda tipsy.
was smiling smiling and smiling whereever i go.
knock here knock there.. ahhaha.. jace was doubly high at first
haha she drank 2 F.L. lol
i had whiskey,F.l, tequila pop, some beer and liqour which i had no idea what it is
hehe. jace's very pretty. haha she's 20 but she dun look 20.
we went ard phuture and zouk.. hahaha. it was fun hanging our wiif her.

cant believe i danced retro.
hahaha.
cuz retro's like so funny
i was happy haha very happy
but for a moment i got sad and teared a lil
but i got happy again
(:

allan was drunk. hahahahaha=x
mark was perfectly sober
hahah he must luffing in his heart when he saw all of us seh
hahahaha.
saw a fren there, haha, long time no see. ((:

at ard 3+am we got out of the club.
met weizhong
he talked to me ?
i think so..
and then his bro's fren drove us back..
weizhong said i dripped saliva..
i think he anyhow wanto paiseh me only
hahaha.

mark and allan are nice people.
JACE ESPECIALLY
((:

i went back home.. seh seh-ly
cant stop luffinf at myself in the mirror
hahaha.
=X

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watched the fog.
very nice movie

oh yeah ive not strted on revision yet
hahahahaha.
fantastic
worked today,
working tml
zzz
i'll make use of sat and sun instead

violated;
12:58 AM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

zzzzzzzz (:

violated;
2:58 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

140206

happy valentines ((:

I ENJOYED today((:
except for a period of time i got irritated by someone

went to work today at 11am~
11:10, lol late.
worked wif boss,angeline,entia and weiling today~~!
hehes. it was fun , sales was good ((:
we ate fries...lotsa fries... and ate waffle.. drank lotsa water.. hahaha talk lotsa cock. haha
ill nv forget wad boss said today : "LAK KONG KONG LAN PA KONG KONG" LOLLOLOLOLOLOL! hahahahahaha. *winks to angeline*

angeline gave me this really huge pink angel pillow! took a picture with it i'll get it uploaded! hehehe. i gave her a bear with roses ard it ! ((: hope u like it ! ((:
entia gave me a box of sweets~ she's so sweet ! ((:
my lady boss passed me a rose when i got back from my lessons! ((:

so yeah, i left work at 6 with angeline.. went upstairs to get stuff for entia and weiling..
got choco for bosses to share ahhaha . ((:
after that i went for my singing lessons ......YAY!
enjoyed lessons , met a new fren, marry's her name. ((:
24,wrks in an advert. company,shy girl. ((:
jason taught us BREAAATHING today! hehe
how to breath and the proper way of singing using the diaphragm
he's got a nice voice ((:
haha oh yeah and there's this anthony 'student' who's always missing lessons hahaha.

haha. returned home early.. at ard 9 ? hehe .
but seriously , i did enjoyed myself today..
miss angeline terribly!
((:

and karine...
dun think abt it anymore........
um.. call me ill rush down..
i'll get chocolates for u too! =X
cheer up woman..

thanks for the pillow/'poster'/rose angeline
thanks for the perfume wz
thanks for the rose ivy
thanks for the sweets ent-
thanks for the rose/card unknown*
thanks for the bear d.m

violated;
12:37 AM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

me.
home//

angeline//entia/me
chinaBlACK.

me.jiahao.toby
INTHESTUPIDQUEUE =x

the . stupid . queue.
that's half i think =/

me.

violated;
1:12 AM

130602

tried uploading pictures.. cant ! .
problematic blogger! =x

anyway.

have been extremely tired these few days. sick as well.. fluctuating fever, cough, pukingss, flu, bad sore throat..etc etc . sighs!

110602 . saturday ++ . ))

singapore idol auditions.
met jia hao at 730am at tiong bahru plaza
cabbed down to cini .
VERY VERY tired.
was sick and had a bad sore throat plus cough.
but well. went there anyway.
the queue's shocking
every1 queued all the way til the railings which is near the express way.
haha.
i wasn't sure of wad to sing that day.. my 1st + 2nd songs r like so messed up
i tried memorising a song by aslyn
i replayed the song for more than a 100th times
but i just cant get even the first verse in
thank god jiahao helped and he thinks My heart will go on* is a better song
didnt get to pract that song much.
4 times only i rem be4 i go in for that audition on sunday- =/
the media made lotsa interviews with the people there
was there queuing from 8 am til 8pm and i didnt get to go for the audition that day .
was HALFWAY of the entire queue at ard 8pm.im number 1994th person . haha.
they're passing 100 out of the approxm. 5000 who participated. ((:

after all that queuing i wet back home to change..
one WHOLE day of standing in heels really kills.
went to chinablack that night..
=X
super shag.
i left early.. haha, didnt drink anything at all.
but my throat still hurts like hell.
sighs.

slept at 3am and expected to wake up at 6am for my auditions..
BUT
i overslept and woke up at 9:15am
JUMPED outta bed. =X
so kan chiong that morning
called jia hao.. HE"s also sleeping!
he said he dun wanna go alr!
SHOCKS!
but i told him im going so i got myself preapred and everything and rushed down .
queue wasnt as bad as the first day.
thank god they let me cut in

my condition somehow worsened.
not enuff slp? yeah, partly.
vomitted right be4 the audition, kept coughing while waiting for my turn..sighs.
definitely degraded my performance )):
made a few mistakes like not looking at the judges in the audition room .
but well.
i met quite a number of good friends!
there's one girl, her name's linda, she CAN SING VERY VERY well
i SWEAR.
but she got disqualiffied.
=( WE ALL thought she's SURE to get in . REALLY. her voice's fantastic.

jiahao and toby said the judges looked as if their enjoying their singing(e.g. swaying here n there) but. they got diaqualified too. kinda ironic.

on the first day of audition jiahao told me when some of his frens knew he joined sgidol they said nasty things. like " CAN a not!? dun XIA SWAY leh" but jia hao said : " you didnt even noe how my voice sounds like , at least ive got the courage to join, i dare u to join la" .
i totally agree with jiahao. and i totally have extreme hatred for this kind people. ACT NIA. felt like slapping their faces. hahaha. DONT EVER BELITTLE SOMEONE WHEN YOU'RE NOT EVEN COMPARABLE TO A PIECE OF SHIT.
well. i think i received smirks from ppl when they heard that as well.
an issue of immaturity.

though i didnt get in, i've been there , done it. im happy ((:
the experience is good.
the people there's nice . some.
haha
i remembered my whole batch sitting outside WORLDOFSPORTS and we started singing national songs to calm ourselves down..
it was really reaaly really fun
never forget diva-linda ((:
and of cuz that 16 yr old girl who calls herself ALEOVERA haha. she's very pretty ((:

jiahao said there were some funny people ard. hahaha
one had a bag with a HUGE mirror inside..
underneath it hid LOTS of ties.. in different shades and design. lol
that guy was tagged (usually it's good to get tagged but this guy got tagged cuz he belongs to the william-hung type) haha
heard from a new friend(who participated in the prv round 2 yrs back) that e auditions this yr's harder, higher expectations.
there used to be 6 audition rooms.
now there's only 2.
lesser funny people as well.

i'll never give up.
yes im sad , but i'll never stop trying
i'll improve myself
some things are inborne
some things CAN be changed
i like experience
and i strongly believe that the first failure is the first step to success.

pictures later. ((:

violated;
12:15 AM

Friday, February 10, 2006

100206

feeling happy somehow . haha duno why '/ ((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
in school's library right now.
have to hand up q methods.
ZZZ.

well.
im still sick.
hate it.
=(
lol.

soooo bored.
im going to change my blogskin soon..
hm. waiting for time to be on my side 1st. =x

hehs.
im feeling hungry .. i wannna eaattt =X
hahaha.

oh yeah im working at 2 later.
hope i wont be late.
cuz this qm proj will take up a lil bit of time ... =/

((: guess i'll get going.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ((:

violated;
10:47 AM

Thursday, February 09, 2006

090206

went to school to hand up java.

ate with wei zhong and hong kuan.
after that i went to bugis for a while and cabbed home.
was raining heavily.

anyway.
i had my hair straightened back.
((:

having slight fever right now
stuck throat
moody
SUCKS
oh yeah hypothesis testing's one of the contributing factor too.
have ZERRROOO idea how to do it.
and deadline's tml.
anyhow whack lar.

tml im going to sch to hand up the proj.
and aft that im working
at ard 6pm i'll be heading down to jiahao's place
probably with angeline coming along *havent asked her yet.*
we're gonna practice songs.
his mom's gonna help.
sighs. STUpid cough. )):

maple's boring
but i was playing it the whole afternoon.
killed lotsa shells and mushrooms
lala.

QM .
zzz.

oh god im so tired.

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9:31 PM